October 31, 2010

kekasih yang tak diAnggap....



ku mentari tapi tak menghangatkanmu
aku pelangi tak memberi warna di hidupmu
aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu
aku lah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan


selalu itu yg kau ucapkan padaku


sebagai kekasih yg tak dianggap
aku hanya bisa mencoba mengalah
menahan setiap amarah


aku sang bulan tak menerangi malammu
aku lah bintang yg hilang ditelan kegelapan


sebagai kekasih yg tak dianggap
aku hanya bisa mencoba bersabar
ku yakin kau kan berubah

October 27, 2010

The bEauty of Al-QuraN...



An old American Muslim lived on a farm in the mountains of eastern Kentucky with his young grandson. Each morning Grandpa was up early sitting at the kitchen table reading his Qur’an.

His grandson wanted to be just like him and tried to imitate him in every way he could. One day the grandson asked, “Grandpa! I try to read the Qur’an just like you but I don’t understand it, and what I do understand I forget as soon as I close the book.

What good does reading the Qur’an do?” The Grandfather quietly turned from putting coal in the stove and replied, “Take this coal basket down to the river and bring me back a basket of water.”

The boy did as he was told, but all the water leaked out before he got back to the house. The grandfather laughed and said, “You’ll have to move a little faster next time,” and sent him back to the river with the basket to try again.

This time the boy ran faster, but again the basket was empty before he returned home. Out of breath, he told his grandfather that it was impossible to carry water in a basket, and he went to get a bucket instead.

The old man said, “I don’t want a bucket of water; I want a basket of water. You’re just not trying hard enough,” and he went out the door to watch the boy try again.

At this point, the boy knew it was impossible, but he wanted to show his grandfather that even if he ran as fast as he could, the water would Leak out before he got back to the house. The boy again dipped the basket into river and ran hard, but when he reached his grandfather the basket was again empty.

Out of breathe, he said, “See Grandpa, it’s useless!” “So you think it is useless?” The old man said, “Look at the basket.” The boy looked at the basket and for the first time realized that the basket was different.

It had been transformed from a dirty old coal basket and was now clean, inside and out. “Son, that’s what happens when you read the Qur’an.

You might not understand or remember everything, but when you read it, you will be changed, inside and out. That is the work of Qur’an in our lives.

October 26, 2010

berakhirnye di sini...

tanggal 18hb okt, tarikh aku hantar notis berhenti kerja... mmg niat di hati nak berhenti, tp tangan masih belum submit ke meja bos... bile dh kena sound dan seolah2 disuruh berhenti, aku tanpa pikir panjang terus hantar surat resign... keje belom cari lagi...keh...keh... tp, aku x sabar nk raye haji lame2.... (my last date 17hb noV, + ade lagi cuti 4hari) =)

ade member yang dh capek dgn bidang ke'peguam'an amik keputusan nk apply KPLI... tp, aku xterpikir nak apply jawatan 2...hahahaha...takot gak nnt mane taw muke aku masuk paper, dera anak murid...kah..kah...

aku penah keje sbg furu KAFA setahun, rase mcm xsanggup nk hadapi pengalaman 2 lagi...owh tidak!

walaupon xdpt keje agi, aku rase aku dh bebas kjap.... bebas dr masalah firm lame..... jika dpt firm baru, tlibat lak dgn firm baru...so, smntara bebas ni nk rase puas2 kebebasan yg ade ni...hehehehe.....

jika diberi peluang, aku ingin meneruskan bidang ke'peguam'an ku ini....sbb xberbaloi bhempas pulas kena bace report case, buat assignm smpai xtdo mlm, jadi zombie selama 1thn (mase hons) kt kelas, dll..... jika xde peluang, harap2 blh merasa status pegawai (tp mesti legal gak).....

sekian dahulu di sini......

October 13, 2010

oktober...

dah masuk bulan oktober...
sekejap je mase berlalu...
hmmmmm....

tp, apakah azam dn matlamat y ditanam pd awal tahun dh tercapai...?